merry.fucking.christmas.honey.
a thousand wishes to you and yours
a thousand wishes to your new boyfriend and his family too
fuck, say hello to all those people who said they were my friends
before you left me too
a few little differences and that is all you can do
how did you get so good at leaving?
i never told you how to do that?
i shared all your firsts with you
every significant event
tore out my soul for you
and now vacant and psychotic i practically am
sitting up late nights trying to pen
all my thoughts into novels to distract
my bitter fucking heart
but don’t let me sound like a bitter old bastard
IT’S BEEN A YEAR
and i’ve never died faster
every clock tick
and every step
every failed attempt at erasing memories you set
the knife in my back gets an inch thicker
