I.Am.Nothing.
i am nothing
i am nothing but a disgusting piece of shit
who sits up late at night and wonders why he can’t fall asleep
the simple fact remains that i love her
and i can’t bother letting that go
i’m just a fat slob with nothing in life
but a past plagued with problems
and a mild distaste for quiet
i cannot truly live because i am stuck on the past
i am stuck on a moment i can’t exactly pin down
the last time we made love
the last time we kissed
the last time i breathed her air
the last time we spoke on the telephone
the last time we thought about each other like that
all that remains now is
the last time i thought about us making love
the last time i thought about us kissing
the last time i thought about being in her presence
the last time i wanted to speak to her on the telephone
the last time we thought about each other like we loved each other
that probably never happened because she never loved me
as i loved her
